Thursday 16 May 2019

Cooking Adventures

Cooking with mum
Is the best thing for me.

Relearning skills I have lost for
Various reasons.

We have started 
A recipe book 📚 
This is a great thing!

I love 💖 my mum
To the moon and back. 🌑 

We have laughing 😂 fits
Together. 
Lots and lots
Of fun 
Together.



Thursday 28 March 2019

Being in control!

I get scared of freezing up.
I have to learn to be in control
And not worry what people think.

Freezing up or what we call
Catatonia in the context of Autism.
Is a very complex condition.

However I’m learning 
To be in control.

I don’t freeze up
As often as I have done
In the past.

In the control seat.

I was prayed for last 
Weekend.
And the vision they got.
Was for me to
Have fun
With God!

Now I have to think
What fun
Is God 
Referring too!

I’m sure I’ll figure it out
But not knowing what that
Fun is. 
Is making my tummy be
In knots.

I’ll get through 
As I have my mum 
On board as well.

Kinda have to have mum
On board
Because I’m 
Living with her after all

Learning to get on 
Is the best present 
For me to get
From God. 

Thursday 14 March 2019

New Chapter in My Life

Last year 
I developed 
Stress induced psychosis.

This came as a complete shock
to myself and my family.

I spent 6 weeks in hospital.
I was doing too many things.
Eating unhealthy foods
In chronic pain daily
And so many other things.
Simply taking on too many
advocacy, work and study.

This is was lead me to
becoming severely unwell.

However through it all.
My sister became closer to me
I'm happy to call my sister
My biggest advocate to me
That sees me as her sister
Rather then just that 
DISABLED SISTER
She sees me as 
a sister, a aunty.

My sister loves me 
And I love her back.

A new chapter has started
Now I'm living with my mum again. 
Back in my home town. 
Having a break from studies. 

God has a different plan for my life
Then what I expected. 
I don't know what his plan is for me. 
However I trust God completely for 
what is to come.

Some employment places have kept me on.
I guess that is a start
but I'm back in some day services programmes.
Letting my brain rest and recover.